The Basics of your personality.
Name/Nickname? Maric... and a ton of other shit.
Age? (No one under 13, please) 21 or something.
Zodiac? Hm... Sun - Taurus but I'm definity more like my moon sign pisces I guess. My chinese is Tiger.
Would you like to be rated as a girl/boy/no matter? It honestly doesn't matter. Rate me a fucking chocobo for all I care.
Favorite color? Why? Many colors. Many. and I empathise. Many.
Favorite FF game? Why? FF7. Like you didn't see that coming. FF7 because despite how many people want to call it... typical shit story or whatever it's good, great. A story unlike anything seen in the time it came out, it was real and deep, despite the magic system It felt like something that belonged, something that could happen.
People fighting for something, anything to survive but they weren't without flaws and then you have corperation/goverment that's pretty true to some of our own. The lies and shit they're feeding the people, the world in a crisis. It's just real, very real in a sense for a Final Fantasy game.
Favorite FF Character? Why? I like, and love many of the characters.
Are there any FF Characters you dislike? Not really. I can find something I like in all of them.
Hobbies: Photoshop. Exploring. Laying outside at night. Music. video games. Anime/Manga and tons of other things.
Talents: I can imitate people well and have a knack for knowing people, as for other talents, I'm not really sure to be honest.
What are your strong attributes?
Loyal to a fault and it takes a hell of a lot for me to be disloyal; I also take loyalty seriously. Kind, generous, I'm confident in a way that I throw myself into things and try not to think about it.
Creative and imaginative. I'm a patient person but I get impatient with people's impatience.
I like for people to lean on me, guess I like being a rock and a shoulder to cry on; a listener but I'm not too good with words or knowing what to say at times. The ability to pretty much be aloof and not worry about what's going on until it really needs my attention. I can be sincerely and geninuely happy for others.
I have the ability to listen to both sides of a situation but not really take sides; sadly even if I come down with my own point of view well... people tend to more or less take it as I'm taking someone's side.
Guess I'm deeply empathic, I know people off the bat most of the time. Used to think I was just being a judgemental asshole but I realise I'm right most of the time; family members and close friends of family tend to pull me to the side when meeting new people and ask what kind of vibes/feelings I get from people. and I'm secretive and know how to keep other people's secrets.
What are your weak attributes?
I tend to grow distant from others when I get too close; I'm pretty much always going to have the point of view 'People always leave you in the end, it's better that way.' some might say that's a bad thing but I don't really agree, I've had one too many people leave me behind. Have hard time trusting, cigarettes (really should give them up)
I tend to bottle up my problems, emotions and even when friends ask me what's going on. I pretty much will not cave; private to a fault too. I can be socially awkward, at least online I noticed.
Offline if I'm moody, I can be irritable, don't want bothered... and well leave me alone. Thanks. ^_^ because sometimes if I'm moody, I'll lash out and I'd much rather not do that.
I can be a serious smartass sometimes, I've been told plenty of times 'I don't know rather to smack you or love you.' for things I've said. People to tend laugh while being underlingly pissed; it's funny. If I'm asked to be blunt... well I'll be blunt. >.o;
What else? Sometimes I can be overly quiet, people mistake me for being meek.
Other times I can pretty much get lost inside my head, and become recluse. I can go for days without seeing people.
I can be moody but I think we etablished that above.
Optimistic or Pessimistic? Some if not many like to call me Pessimistic but I consider myself a realist, however for my friends I'm pretty optimistic.
Extroverted or Introverted? (Outgoing or Shy) I'm not shy to be honest, at least not too much. Maybe I can be sometimes, but I'm really not however I am an introvert at heart.
Confident or Modest? I guess have some level of modesty, I'm not one to gloat or anything so I guess I am confident just in a different way.
Mature or Immature? Offline, I'm pretty mature. Most of the time. Online I'm pretty immature at times, but then I can be really serious too.
Logical or Intuitive? Both.
Deeper into your personality
What are some things you love?
My friends, I'd do anything for them if It were possible. family despite what assholes they are. Music would be one, definity music. I like my solitude. Final Fantasy (7) haha like you didn't see that coming, motorcycles, photoshop, sharing with others, forests and nature type things.
Asian culture, forgien films and music. I love watching the sky when it's sunset or sunrise; makes me want to be part of the atmosphere. Being outside at night.
Ahh... hm. Being amazed, I like being amazed and kids are pretty damn nifty too but I don't want any. I like when people can be deep too; I like when conversations go to the deep end despite how unserious I can be sometimes. and Right now I'm addicted to the Crisis Core song playing on the site... I will not close the window to this website for shite.
What are some things you absolutely hate and despise?
I really don't like the word hate... but um Half-friends, people who use others, the selfish and vain. The extremely self-centered, parents who whine about their kids but won't really do anything about them, discipline wise. People who can't really see themselves and deny at all costs even if it means uncomfortable tension.
D:; Being over emotional; it sucks. Really.
Being thanked bothers me, I can't really explain why other than it makes me feel like someone thinks I'm being insincere about what I've done or said to be thanked. I dislike being touched but I tend to have a double standard; I'll touch you but you can't touch me.
and not having privacy.
What weapon would you use? I'm in the mood to say Katana, I'd love a big ass Samurai sword right now and the outfit to boot.
What superpower would you have if you could only have one superpower (e.g. invisibility, mind-reading) and why? I don't know. I don't know if I'd really want one...maybe the ability to stand on matter that has no mass? Able to open up portals to other dimensions? Maybe just to be strong mentally and psychically.
If you could be any animal, which would you be? Why? Maybe a snake, but right now I'm feeling like a turtle.
Reclusive and feeling the need to hide inside a deep dark shell for the turtle bit but for the snake bit...
Snakes are cold. distant. they like to hide. They are strangely affectionate in their own ways but don't like to be touched either. Easily cold and needs warmth. Calculating. Snakes are often loners, and more importantly silent killers. Their venom can be just as bad as their bite if you fuck with them. They appear like such small, helpless creatures but the truth is... they aren't and they're not evil, it's just their nature.
Hm... I'm not sure, maybe I'm more like a Hawk... Or a Owl. Owl = Night Owl. Observent. Hunters but gentle hunters. Wide Eyes. Again, A loner. Stone wall. You definity shouldn't fuck with them.
Hawks are observent well as calculating but you can tell they're gentle creatures, neither bird likes to be bothered really and often hides.
You know what. I'm some really weird SNAKE/HAWK/OWL HYBRID. and They would name it Snaow. ..... o_o A Snaow. Yes. That's what I am. A Snaow.
What are a few items you just couldn't live without? Computer. Nature. Cigarettes and my wolf ring.
Would you rather have a ton of money and power or a ton of friends and supporters? Why? This..... is something I'm finding hard to answer; I don't know... friends and supporters would leave you in the end wouldn't they? Maybe going for the money and power would be nice... but doing what's right with it, nothing corrupted.
At least I could depend on myself in the end and not be disappointed, not be wondering who's really my friend or who I can honestly trust. Feeling alone in a crowd of people.
You find that one of your most treasured possessions has disappeared. What do you think is the most likely cause of the disappearance?
Misplacement unless it's a bigger item or something more important, I'm thinking theif. I'd probably flip out.
You have one day (or week?) to live, how do you spend it? How I've been spending it. I'd tell no one. I wouldn't act any different, maybe grow a little more distant. I'd die without the drama.
Are family or friends more important to you and why? I think friends are. Sometimes I'm not sure. Maybe Solitude is more important to me, but I still love my friends eitherway.
What is your most cherished memory? Why?
Anything with my grandmother, I think she was one of the only people who truly cared about me and tried to take care of me. My only parent really.
Would you die for anything? Yes. I would die for a lot of things, even people.
What do you think you'll be doing in 5-10 years? Existing. Still here, unable to do anything. Hard to explain and complicated really.
Extras...(and for all those fangirls or fanboys out there) What's your favorite pairing?! </b> Gee golly, you had to ask. Zack/Cloud. Yep. Zack/Cloud. but there's others too.
And which character do you think you'll be stamped as? *shrugs.* It varies. People always think of two prominant characters... and sometimes another one but it varies for people. I was surprised people kept voting me Yuffie in another community because I couldn't see it as all.
Where did you hear about us? midgar_rating
If you can, please suggest one thing (new question, question to be taken out, whatever) to make this survey better: Hm... I like the survey itself. Maybe a few things thrown at the applicant? Like situations?
I think I'm 5'9.
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